When One Wonders, What Can the Mind Bring to Life?

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Title: When One Wonders, What Can the Mind Bring to Life?
Author: KliqzAngel
Series: Make Me Want You. Make You Want Me
Sequel to: When a House Becomes a Home
Prompt: Ropes
Actors/Musician: Steve Carlson, Jared Padalecki and Christian Kane
Pairing: Jared/Chris, imagined Jared/Steve/Chris one sided
Content: M/M Relationship, Dom/Sub, Unrequited Jared/Steve/Chris, Implied Unrequited M/M/M Sexual Situation
Word Count: 608
Rating: R
Summary: Steve finds proof of his fantasies and wonders what it would be like.


Note: I am terribly sorry for this part. I don't know what the hell happened. I sat down to write (I intended real sex and everything! I did research damnit!) and Steve took over. I tried to tell him he couldn't talk, but he's a demanding bitch. I hope this is ok for the prompt!

Previous Parts: Here




I was on my way to the restroom. The guest bathroom was full and I just couldn’t wait so I decided to use the master bath. On the way back as I walked through the bedroom, I paused looking at the bed. They’re lying amongst the rumpled sheets and comforter were lengths of rope. I know I’m crossing the boundary now. I know I’m invading their privacy but my mind has caught me and I am helpless to resist.

I am picturing Christian, tied up spread eagle on the bed, but then the picture changes. Christian, lying on his side, one arm stretched above his head tied to the headboard, one leg extended tied to the baseboard. Ropes wound around his body making patterns, leaving marks. His blue eyes blazing with intensity as he watches Jared work, lingering touches every so often. Pinches when Christian moves, smacks when he won’t stop moving. Love blazing in their eyes.

In the end Christian is secured to the bed, helpless to Jared’s every whim, yet never so safe in his life. Jared continues his work touching, nipping, pinching, kissing, loving. Christian helpless to do anything but let him. Jared entering him from behind, almost molded to Christian’s back, teeth working leaving marks, marks Steve had seen with his own eyes earlier, fueling the fantasy weaving itself through his mind. Afterwards there is softly spoken words and tender touches and fingers run though Christian’s hair. There’s reassurance and affection and love.

Always there’s love.

It’s not the first time I’ve thought, wondered, dreamed, fantasized.

It’s just the first time I’ve had such physical proof in front of me.

I imagine the things that happen in this room.

I long for the things that happen in this room.

I bet he’s beautiful. I bet they’re beautiful.

I wonder what it would be like to be caught in that, to be caught between them, to even be witness to them. What does he taste like? What does he feel like? What would Christian feel like wrapped around me? What would Jared look like towering over us, directing us, demanding us? Would I be able to forget, would I be able to move on? Would I be able to leave it at one night or would it ruin me for a lifetime?

Is it them I need or what they represent?

A little of Christian? A little of Jared? All for myself to command or be commanded by.

I can’t imagine what it would be, who it would be, because all I can see in this room is them. All I can see in my head is them.

And I know I am caught.

Turning my head I see Jared standing in the doorway watching me, eyes all easy and friendly, but he knows.

I know he knows, and he knows I know he knows.

And I don’t even think about trying to deny. That’s the difference between me and Chris. He’ll fight it every step of the way ‘til he has no choice but give in. Me I just wanna get on with it so I can treasure it. I don’t wanna risk losing it because I was too afraid to take the first step.

But this… This place, this time, this couple, this us… this isn’t going to be. I know it, he knows it, but I still can’t help but want it.

And Jared understands. Maybe more than I do.

“Come on Steve,” Jared says turning and walking off leaving me no choice but to follow. “I gotta friend for you to meet. I think he’s gonna change your life.”

The End

Comments

[audeamus22.livejournal.com]

Nawww now you just make me want Jared/Chris/Steve!! Come onnn!! hehe
I loved the new side to this! Nice work!


*Little thing, you have "I don’t wanna rick losing it because.."
Should it be risk? :)

[billysgirl5.livejournal.com]

Nice little turn of events. Never would have thought of this happening. Great job!

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Aw, Steve, nice fantasy, but I don't think Jared would allow anyone else to touch Chris.