ext_18999 ([identity profile] kliqzangel.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] jaredchris2009-10-27 08:16 pm
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You made your choice, and now I make mine.

Title: You made your choice, and now I make mine.
Author: KliqzAngel
Series: Make Me Want You. Make You Want Me
Sequel to: The Worst Deception is to Deceive Yourself
Actors: Jared Padalecki and Christian Kane
Pairing: Jared/Christian, Christian/OMC
Content: M/M Relationship, Angst, Dom/Sub Relationship
Prompt: Choice
Word Count: 401
Rating: R
Summary: Every choice has its consequences. Some are more painful than others.

Previous Parts: Here




This time it wasn’t just marks that you could just explain away. I caught you in the act. Your wrists secured to the bedposts. Your body covered in angry welts and bloody cuts. Something else I forbid and you have apparently ignored. Cutting is dangerous. Cutting can get out of control too easily. I have spanked you and whipped you and left beautiful marks on your skin, but I have never bled you and I never will.

Your collar is calling to me. Lying forgotten and discarded carelessly on the dresser. It was given out of love. It was given as a symbol of my devotion to you and your devotion to me. This whole thing between us, Christian, has always been your choice. I may make the rules, but you hold all the cards. The out is yours for the taking at any time. You didn’t have to go this far. I would not have kept you prisoner had you asked for your wings to fly from me.

I see in his eyes that this person you chose is afraid of me, as he should be. He’s touched what is mine. I don’t share. I circle him and snarl deep and low. I want to rage. I want to break. I want to tear him limb from limb.

He runs before I can even land the first strike.

You are beautiful.

I stand at the end of the bed staring as filth comes from your mouth. Another thing I forbid, but if fidelity was so easy to disregard not swearing must not have even required thought. Even with the marks of someone else on you, you are still beautiful. I love the way your skin marks. It’s as if every dream I had for us is burning in front of my eyes. I refuse to hide my pain. Weak I may be in your eyes, but I believe success between us can only be reached with complete honesty.

Fool I may be, but I still have hopes that someday you will be mine.

It is my choice. I choose to believe in us. I choose to believe in you. I worry about you. I worry what will happen to you once I walk from this room.

I love you, Christian.

You made your choice.

And, leaving this room with your collar in my hand.

I have made mine.

The End
ext_19743: (Jared Padalecki)

[identity profile] billysgirl5.livejournal.com 2009-10-28 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
Full of anger, desperation, and heartbreak.
Awesome.

[identity profile] dreamers-dh.livejournal.com 2009-10-28 08:27 am (UTC)(link)
Wow.

This part was better with each sentence and the last few were like a crescendo in a good composition

[identity profile] audeamus22.livejournal.com 2009-10-28 11:49 am (UTC)(link)
*bites bottom lip*
Make it better?! Please! get the collar back chris! Damn you!

[identity profile] lycaness.livejournal.com 2009-10-28 02:55 pm (UTC)(link)
*gulp*
That must have really hurt Jared, I can't imagine the pain these two are going through.